AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!Humshakals

I tried really hard. Infact never have I worked so hard in my life on a Friday night.  I am disgusted and hate myself for failing.  I always thought perseverance was my biggest strength. I even accessed the deep, unknown territories of my brain to accomplish this task.  I was convinced beyond doubt that somewhere in my brain, there was atleast one neuron that could make sense out of this complicated mess.  Yes I call it complicated. Because I believe that the spectrum of intelligence has extreme ends of complexity. One end is complicated because it is stupid below normal human comprehension and the other end is the ‘too smart complicated’. Unfortunately this time I am talking about the stupid complicated. I always felt that I am good with the stupid complicated and I kinda took pride in it. So this time also I thought, well I am not smart enough to understand Einstein so I might get this.  I clicked new releases on Netflix and I WATCHED HUMSHAKALS or tried to watch. This was supposed to make me feel better about my brain when I fail to understand all the science in my lab.  It gave me reassurance that some part of my brain is working when stupid made sense. But today you took away even that shred of pride I had in myself. I despise myself and I declare officially my hate for you Mr. SAJID KHAN.  I HATE A LOT OF PEOPLE FOR THE THINGS THEY DO TO OTHERS BUT I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME HATE MYSELF.  I thought all night and I think yoga might help restore my love  for myself. If that doesn’t work, I am suing you. You better go find your humshakal before I put a trishul in your deplorable and pathetic excuse for a human ass.